We're slowly settling in here for the summer.. well as much as we can knowing that our time is limited in New York. This realization follows with many mixed emotions. Excitement, anxiety, sadness, joy, and a sort of holding my breath for what's next.
I feel like I'm living in a dream, only waiting to wake up to a reality harsher than I am ready for..perhaps that is just a cynical statement. I just couldn't imagine that life could be this beautiful!
Today I'm 25 years old. This one stings a little. I've justified it by saying ok, I'm 25 and i'm married. Somehow that makes it feel a little less.. old. Perhaps I'm only fooling myself with words. Either way I'm happy, in a way that fills me with so much joy that I overflow with tears.
I feel like i'm beginning to find myself again.. though I'm not the same person I was the last time I checked in. So, i suppose I'm figuring out (again) who I am.. It's exciting and feels great to have the time to breathe in life and new things..
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ahh, the life of a newlywed...enjoy it! it's not that reality sets in, it's just that more and more of life starts crowding you (as the couple) out...kids, bills, ministry, whatever...and it becomes a balancing act between everything...which is why i think i wrote in our card, don't ever forget date night...especially when kids come along that's the hardest, but putting each other first keeps all that beauty you're talking about alive...so "how is married life?" lol, the question of the year...