I need to get some of this out...
1. I never thought it would happen. I feel stuck and i'm not sure where to go from here.
2. I wish I could tell you how I really feel. Well, I guess I have but it didn't seem to make much difference. I think it's really wrong and you're digging yourself a hole and i don't even think you're happy there.
I don't want to judge you so I just keep my mouth shut..and my distance. And then i feel like an awful friend.Stop being naive.
3. I don't understand how you got so far away.. or how I can bring you back. I worry about you alot and just want to love you, can't you see that? I'm tired of chasing you. Maybe you don't want me to..?
4. Sometimes I wish I didn't try so hard with you. ..or that it wasn't so hard to try. Things aren't the same. I miss you.
5. You have no idea how the little things you do impact us. They bother me and make me cringe. It makes me not want to care either. It's like I don't know you anymore.
6. Thank you, thank you, thank you.. you continue to bail me out and I could not express my gratitude enough.
7. I'm not worth it and I don't think that will change. Pick someone who is less jaded..
8. I want you close more than anything, but I don't show it. I'm sorry.
9. I wonder what we'd be like today. Sometimes I cry about it and feel jipped because you left like that. Did it hurt for you too?
10. I don't know what I'm doing. You think I do and I guess that's ok. Just don't be disappointed if it doesn't work.
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